nothing special...

there is nothing special today..a whole day juz wasting by reading a manga..a tons of manga!!like ive been living in manga world..whoa!!could be a real fun if i live in that world.indulgence with a fantasies..everywhere...i like!!!
fantasi..
bagi aku kehidupan sekarang adalah fantasi..fantasi yang sedikit kurang indah.fantasi dimana kurang menjanjikan kebahagian.ops!!tak bersyukur ke??!bersyukur.cuma.. a little scratch would affect the wound..macam mana luka itu nak lega kalau hari-hari kena scratch aja..haish..!!rasanya dah lama benar hidup begini..belum lagi ke masanya hidup ini nak berubah kembali..yang pasti perlu sabar..sabar itu kan separuh dari iman..chewah!
realiti..
kehidupan aku bersama dengan "my sweet LuVer".everyday is like a new day when im with him..selalu ke bersama dengan dia??selalu la!!ahaks!dia akan sentiasa bersama walau susah senang,bahagia duka,ceria suram..sentiasa akan menemani..tak pernah rasa sunyi..phewit!one day i will married this guy!hopefully..!
jung yunho saranghae!!

redha..

redha..
sangat suka dengan perkataan ini..beberapa hari lepas keluar makan dengan cik john dan cik mamai, terkeluar perkataan "redha" dari mulut cik mamai.."kau sebenarnya dah redha dengan semua ini".terfikir sebentar, apa maksud redha?how its feel?adakah perasaan redha itu sama seperti dapat menerima kenyataan?bagaimana pula rasanya dapat menerima kenyataan?benda ini masih lagi berlegar-legar dalam kepala otak aku ini sampai sekarang..masih cuba lagi nak tahu rasa redha..masih cuba lagi belajar menerima kenyataan..masih belajar lagi walaupun dah menjangkau 4 tahun lebih..masih belajar..!dear me,kuatkan semangat!teruskan usaha!fighting!

tada.....!!

hari ini, ahad bersamaan dengan 04/04/10 tepat pukul 12.00 am terhasillah satu lagi blog yang aku harap dapat teruskan sampai bila-bila dan tak akan putus asa menulisnya.blog ini dengan rasminya akan menjadi tempat luahan perasaan dan juga nukilan yang mana aku tak dapat nak menceritakan secara lisan..

LuV..

love sometimes will hurt our pride,our hope.our feeling..some were will use of it, some are not..its depend on how will handle it.love dont cost a matter...

dear my" fantasy"...

how i would describe my feeling now?....is like an empty bottle with the full oxygen...nothing much can describe my feeling..with this entry im officially will tell my story to the public..

Di hatiku masih kamu
Belum pernah ku ingin terus memburu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu...

"fantasy"..its not a great man that everyone should adore,but there is something with him that bound us together.aah..i really like him even after what he did to me.to my friends, you know what im going through right..this is the thing that i really2 want to tell him!arghh!!!i cant say it!!

p/s: i will edit this post when im ready ya..

tic taG

di tag oleh nyah meletop 196..

Rules: Copy to your own post, erase my answers, enter yours and tag people you want. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real; nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.


1. What is your name : eDa
2. A four letter word : eaSe
3. A boy's name : eEtuek(ma luvly super juniOr)
4. A girl's name : euGene from SES gRoup
5. An occupation : enterTainer
6. A color : emeRald
7. Something you'll wear:earmufFs
8. A food :eDam cHeese
9. Something found in the bathroom: emPty tolilet roll..(betol hape..)
10. A place : enGland
11. A reason for being late : erm...aaa....(sambil garu kepala)..
12. Something you'd shout : euU!!
13. A movie title : eChanted
14. Something you drink : eaGle cocktail..(jangan minum neh...haram!!)
15. A musical group : epiK high
16. An animal : eLephant la..
17. A street name : eshh!!!hamBa tak tahu ler...!
18. A type of car : loTus ELEVEN..sebenarnya hamba minat kereta audi r8..belikan boleh?walaupun husband hamba dah ada 1..
19. Title of a song : emptY heart by 8eight

fuhh!!susah betul tag ini...dengan sedikit bantuan dari nukee..berjaya juga hamba habiskan..walaupun ada juga yang kalian semua tak pernah dengar...lepas ini nak buat huruf y pulak..untuk yunho..huruf T untuk tVXQ dan Tohoshinki..C untuk changmin..M untuk micky..j untuk Jaejoog dan junsu..dan D untuk dong bang shin ki!!!!aja aja fighting!!

M.I.S.S.U

Basshunter - I Miss You

I don’t wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don’t wanna see
See us apart
I just want to tell you straight from my heart

I can’t sleep, I just can’t breathe,
When your shadow is all over me
Don’t wanna be a fool in your eyes,
When all we had was built on lies

I don’t wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don’t wanna see
See us apart
I just want to tell you straight from my heart

I don’t wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don’t wanna see
See us apart
I just want to tell you straight from my heart

I miss you

Aaaa…
Aaaa… I miss you

What would it take, for you to see,
To make you understand that I will always believe
You and I, can make it through,
You still know I can’t get over you

I don’t wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don’t wanna see
See us apart
I just want to tell you straight from my heart

I don’t wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don’t wanna see
See us apart
I just want to tell you straight from my heart

I don’t wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don’t wanna see
See us apart
I just want to tell you straight from my heart

Cos’ when our love, fades away
Listen to me hear what I say

I don’t wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don’t wanna see
See us apart
I just want to tell you straight from my heart

I don’t wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don’t wanna see
See us apart
I just want to tell you straight from my heart

Aaaa… I miss you

I don’t wanna feel, I don’t wanna feel the way I do